i am so fucking sick of people!
the quality of humanity has degraded ever since our creation…
i have been so misunderstood lately… it seems everything i do is taken out of context and twisted in a way that makes people feel better about themselves… its like they have to make me feel in order for them to feel better about their existence…
tash and caitlin are meant to be two of my closest mates, and yet they bitch about me constantly and have constantly made me feel left out.
its like every week they change their minds about me. one week they will be my best mate and want to hang out with me every second of the day… then the next they don’t want to know me… i feel used… i feel like i don’t actually matter to them…
i invest so much into people and i get nothing back! it is so aggravating!
the only people i can rely on these days is my boyfriend and my girlfriend.. they are the only two that have never, ever gone back on their word, failed to be there, given me the best advice and loved me for who i am…
